Title: Only Skin Deep 1 of 2 Author: mimic117 Email: mimic117@yahoo.com Rating: NC-17 with some very disturbing content Category: S, A, M/S established relationship Setting: Season 7-ish. That always seemed like the best time for them to get it on. That's just mho, of course. NOTE: There's a vignette prequel to this story called "In Sight." You don't have to read it in order to understand this story, but it does give some added insights into one character. Summary: "Squinting against the ache in his head, Mulder tried to focus. Waist-length blonde hair framed a lovely, heart-shaped face. Bright blue eyes were surrounded by thick, black lashes. A button nose perched above a full, cupid's-bow mouth. Her petite body was lushly curved and definitely not a child's, in spite of the piping voice which made her sound like one. Her voice was vaguely familiar although he was pretty sure he'd never seen her face before. He did recognize the gun pointed at him, though. It was his." Archive: I'll send it to Gossamer and Ephemeral myself, but anyone else who wants it, knock yourself out. Just let me know where so I can brag. Disclaimer: Any characters you recognize belong to 1013 Productions, Chris Carter, and FOX. No money is being made or anticipated from the posting of this story. Beta Thanks: To Obfusc8er for the medical and MulderTorture advice, wickedly good suggestions and pointing out the funny bits which weren't supposed to be. To my Twinsy, for beta which is second to none and more than I deserve. To mr. mims for handy-man type comments and putting up with me all these years. And apologies to all three for enduring endless whining befitting a toddler. Special Thanks: To my own personal stalker for numerous cups of restorative tea exactly when they were most required, and for Agent Hatter. To Tali for fixing one of the details I kept getting stuck on. And to Shelba, for the "beautiful" picture that started it all. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Only Skin Deep by mimic117 Location unknown Sunday 9:43 PM The smell was getting really bad. Julie wrinkled her nose as she walked past the hallway to the bedrooms. She couldn't remember it ever being quite so strong before. She looked at the digital camera in her hands and smiled. Dealing with it could wait for later. She had a more enjoyable task to think about. When she reached her desk in one corner of the dining room, the computer monitor sprang to life with a touch on the mouse. She loved her new wallpaper. He looked so beautiful in that picture, she was tempted to kiss it, but she didn't want to smear the screen. Julie giggled at her own silliness and glanced at the camera again. Besides, she had lots more pictures to download. She pulled the memory card from the camera, sat down, then slotted it into the computer port. She loved the anticipation of seeing what her lens had captured--zooming in, cropping, fixing any fuzzy spots, printing out the best ones and sorting the rest into the proper folders. There were already hundreds of pictures stored on her hard drive, but that didn't stop her from taking more. Opening a new thumbnail was every bit as exciting as Christmas. Or a new beauty pageant. Julie frowned. Those days were over. Best not to think about that anymore. The computer dinged to let her know it was finished opening all the new files. She reached eagerly for the mouse. The silence in the house was only broken by staccato clicks followed by the whir of the printer. Page after page of shiny photographs spewed into the tray while she worked her way through the new trove. It didn't seem like two hours had passed when she finally gathered up the stack of colorful prints along with a roll of Scotch tape. Walking toward the bedrooms, she hummed happily--until the smell hit her again. She clutched the pile of photos and glared at the duct tape surrounding the bedroom door on the right. Ron never should have called her crazy. She'd really thought he'd understood. She was wrong. A truly beautiful man wouldn't have called her *that*. At least he'd finally stopped yelling. She really hated listening to him every night. She opened the door across the hall and turned on the light inside. Everything was ready, except for this finishing touch. She added the pictures in her hands to the enormous stack already resting on the chair near the door. This was the best part. Plucking a glossy photo from the top of the pile, she studied it for a moment, then smiled and taped it to the wall. Every subsequent picture was given the same treatment, obscuring the painted surface bit by bit as she slowly worked her way around the room. Her hair swung into her face each time she bent over, but she didn't think about pulling it back. Momma always insisted that her thick, silver-blonde hair should be left long and free, to dazzle the viewer. She finally ran out of photos and surveyed the frieze that circled the room. This man was the right one. Ron simply wasn't beautiful enough. She could see now that she hadn't chosen very carefully. Julie yawned and looked at her watch. It was almost one in the morning. She was going to be so tired at work, but it would be worth the loss of sleep. Tomorrow, or rather later today, she'd deliver the envelope of letters and pictures. Then, after work, she'd bring him to his new home and they'd be together. Forever. One more check to make sure the room was ready to receive its new occupant. She stuck the empty tape roll in her pocket and picked up the chair. After placing the chair against the hallway wall, she flicked off the light and pushed the door shut. There was that smell again. She really needed to do something about Ron. Maybe if she duct-taped more plastic over the door... She should have known not to buy the cheaper plastic. Trying to cut corners to save money usually ended up costing more in the long run. That's what her mother always said, and Momma was usually right. The thought of such an easy solution made Julie happy. And when she was happy, she liked to sing. "You must have been a beautiful baby. You must have been a beautiful child," she warbled as she walked back to the computer. A jiggle of the mouse shut off the screensaver, revealing her favorite picture of Fox Mulder. Head thrown back, lips slightly parted, eyes closed, his face filled the screen. She remembered taking that one while he was masturbating. Soon, they'd be together and she could watch that expression develop on his face up close instead of seeing it from across the street. The view from the roof of the building opposite hadn't been the best. Momma would say it was worth the extra money for a good digital camera and telephoto lens. Her close-up photos looked like she was really there with him. A tingling started in her stomach that might have been butterflies, but was probably anticipation. She could hardly wait until evening. She shut down the computer, watching the monitor go blank, but she could still see that picture in her mind. "Oh you must have been a beautiful baby," she sang, "because, baby, look at you now." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Monday 7:36 PM The plastic bags in Mulder's hands jostled each other as he pushed the door of the convenience store open with his hip. He'd either bought a lot more than he was planning to or the store got a kickback for every bag they sent home with a customer. Was it really necessary to put each item in its own sack? He paused to hold the door open for someone going in. That's when his phone rang. It figured. He'd been checking obsessively since four, waiting to hear from Scully, so of course it rang when there was no way at all for him to answer. He considered dropping the bags, but there were glass bottles in some and he just couldn't bring himself to do it. One person entering became three people, then four. Nobody wanted to spend more time than necessary in the driving rain. They were literally sprinting out of their cars in order to make it into the store while the door was open. By the time Mulder managed to move out under the overhang and put everything down, there was a message on his voicemail from Scully saying she was going to supper with the prosecutor and his wife, wouldn't be home until really late and she'd see him at work on Tuesday. He was tempted to throw the stupid phone against the car. Damn it! They hadn't talked since she called him Sunday night and he missed her. He wanted to talk to her, not play phone tag. Scully had been in Chicago all day. He understood she needed to testify since she'd done the autopsy, yet he wasn't happy about her going. They'd both been hoping she'd make it home by now. It looked as though the fates were against them once again. Mulder was willing to bet the defense attorney dragged out his cross examination until the end of the day. Scully was probably in court the entire time, which was why all of his calls were going straight to voice mail. He'd finally run out of witty things to say and started leaving messages that were just heavy breathing. He picked up the bags again and trudged out into the rain. His suit was limp, his shirt clinging to his chest, once he finally got everything dumped onto the passenger seat and sat down in his own. The drive home was a bit steamy, and not solely because of the moisture on his clothes. Mulder pulled into a space in front of his building, put the car in park and turned off the engine. Rain drummed on the hood, each closely-packed droplet hopping into the air off the hazy metal. He watched for a few minutes, not really in any hurry. Why rush? It was a major frog-strangler out there. He'd end up wetter than he already was, no matter what he did. And there was no one waiting impatiently for him, at his apartment or elsewhere. He hated working without Scully. He needed to hear her voice over something besides the phone. Maybe if he called in the middle of the night, she'd talk to him the way she had Sunday. Mulder smiled. He wondered if she knew what he was doing while they had talked. Did she even realize how much she turned him on? Years of conversing under every imaginable circumstance had made him especially vulnerable to her voice. Each little nuance was sorted, categorized and easily referenced. Except the variation she'd hit him with on Sunday. Her husky, smoky "So what are you wearing, Mulder?" caught him right in the groin. His dick was already stiffening before he came up with a reply. "I'll tell you what I'm wearing if you tell me what you're wearing," he growled back. "I asked first." He whispered, "I'm not wearing *anything*." Not true but he couldn't resist. "Ooh," she cooed. "My favorite outfit." "Now I'm touching myself." True. His hand gravitated to his crotch with the first word out of her mouth. She snorted a laugh into his ear. "Wash your hands before you finish that report for Skinner. He'll get suspicious if the pages stick together." Mulder unzipped his jeans and reached into the opening, curling his fist around his hardening cock. "You think Skinner would like what I'm wearing?" He eased himself out of the too- tight pants. "He'd probably take you right there on his desk." Oh baby. Sex on Skinner's desk. But not with Skinner, that's for sure. Mulder slowly stroked his length, stifling a groan. "But seriously," Scully said. The teasing tone was gone from her voice. She was all business and listen-to-me. "Don't forget to take the monthly report for the budget meeting out of the inbox on your desk. I left it there when you were in the john so I didn't know if you'd seen it." "Yeah." He tried to control his breathing so she wouldn't be able to tell what he was doing. "I saw it. But thanks for reminding me." "Just one of the many fine services I offer, partner. I'd better get my stuff packed for tomorrow." It wasn't easy to bring his attention back to the conversation. The tension was already coiling in his belly, waiting for release. "Okay. Hope you have a good flight and the guy in the next seat doesn't belch garlic breath when he hits on you." "Great. Now you've jinxed me." Her tone became softer, wistful. "I'll call as soon as I get a chance." She hung up, so he did, too. It hadn't taken more than a few more yanks on the crank before he was making a mess on his shirt. Wasn't the first time and it wouldn't be the last, but it still felt pathetic. Especially after several weeks of shared yanking. No point thinking about that tonight. He'd be flying solo again if he let his memories have their way. Mulder looked at his watch. He had plenty of time to dump his groceries and change before heading out to the guys' place. Frohike said he had some prime satellite images to share and Langly wanted him to check out a bootlegged copy of Quake III Arena. With Scully gone for the second night in a row, there wasn't anything to stop him. Not exactly a front row seat at a Knicks game, but it sure beat another night alone with the Playboy Channel and a beer. A tap on the driver's-side window made him jump. It was still raining and he could see someone standing under an umbrella. He turned the ignition key one click so he could roll down his window. "Can I help you?" "I hope so. My car won't start." The voice was extremely high, childlike--Dolly Parton but without the accent. Twilight was already settling in because of the overcast, so he couldn't see her too well, but she was definitely an adult. And wet. He looked at his watch again. Sure. Why not? He wasn't in a hurry. The guys weren't expecting him at any particular time. If it wasn't anything easy or obvious, he could call someone who actually knew how to fix cars and wait with her. "Hang on. Be right with you." He rolled the window back up, then turned off the ignition. He opened the door and reached behind the seat to grab his umbrella. Something stung his arm. He yelped and clapped a hand over the spot. The woman outside the car was holding a syringe. He made a grab for it but she threw it aside. He would have gone after it if he hadn't suddenly felt so drowsy. His muscles had become rubbery and uncooperative. He tried to ask what she was doing but it came out as total nonsense. What the hell? She'd drugged him! Mulder watched as she reached out toward him and pushed his shoulder. He toppled into the other seat. There was nothing he could do but lie there. As hard as he tried, he couldn't move enough to help himself. The woman ran around to the other side of the car and opened the door. He'd damned-well remember to lock them from now on, pouring rain or not. She pulled on his arms, dragging him across the center console until he was all the way in the opposite seat. The bags he'd placed there crinkled and crunched as they slid to the floor. His knees banged painfully on the hard plastic dashboard. She was stronger than she looked. He never would have expected her to move someone his size so quickly, yet she had him situated on the other side of the car in a matter of moments. Why didn't anyone help him? Did no one see what was happening? He was being kidnapped! The rain continued to beat on the roof of the car and the light was fading, making it unlikely that anyone would be hanging around outside or near a window where they might notice something amiss. It looked like he was on his own, but without any real ability to help himself. How the hell had he gotten into this situation? As consciousness dwindled and his vision rapidly faded to black, Mulder regretted that he hadn't been in a hurry tonight. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ J. Edgar Hoover Building Tuesday 8:27 AM Scully shut off the ignition and frowned. Mulder's car wasn't parked in his usual spot, but she was running late and the garage was almost full. Maybe he'd parked somewhere else. She gathered up her purse and briefcase, then exited the car. As she walked to the elevator, she scanned the surrounding vehicles. Mulder's wasn't anywhere in sight. He should be here by now. The office door was closed and locked. It took her a minute to find the key because she rarely had occasion to use it. She couldn't remember the last time she'd beaten Mulder to the office. Scully hung up her coat, stowed her purse, dropped her briefcase on the desk. Time to start a pot of coffee. She smiled at the note Mulder had taped to the coffee maker. "Attending paranoiacs' convention tonight. If not back by morning, was swept up in video game piracy raid. Send cake with file inside." When the coffee was finished and her partner still hadn't appeared, she sat down at his desk, picked up the phone and called his apartment. She'd been looking forward to seeing him. Finding the office empty was a disappointment. So was getting his home answering machine. She tried his cell phone. Voicemail. Scully considered for a moment, then made one more call. Frohike answered. "Lone Gunman, the one-stop-shop for all your conspiracy news." "Turn off the tape, Frohike," she said. "Your wish is my command, Agent Scully." The phone clicked in her ear, which could be the tape shutting off, or it could be Frohike tapping the keyboard to pretend he'd shut it off. Whatever. "So was Mulder the only one caught by the vice squad or did the rest of you break out and leave him behind?" "Langly will be highly offended to learn you've impugned our moral integrity in such a manner. We never get caught." Scully heard a faintly squawked "She WHAT?" in the background. "Yeah yeah," she said. "Save it for the judge. Could you put Mulder on? I assume he crashed there after your late night of debauchery." "I would if I could, pretty lady, but he's not here. I'm sure he'll be free soon, though. He always carries his lock pick when he visits, just in case." He wasn't there? "How late did he leave and what condition was he in?" Frohike sounded as puzzled as she felt. "I don't know. He never showed up last night." "He didn't?" "Nope. Didn't call to cancel, either. Do you think something's wrong?" The line cut out and then back in. There was another call coming through. Maybe it was Mulder. "I don't know. That could be him on the other line. I have to go. Thanks, Frohike." She switched to the new call. It wasn't Mulder. It was Skinner, asking where they were with the report on their last case. Scully flipped the page on Mulder's desk calendar. The appointment was written across today's date. He couldn't have forgotten. Could he? "I'm sorry, Sir. I was a little late this morning and Mulder's not here. I'll find the file and bring it up right away." She acknowledged Skinner's grudging agreement and hung up. Ten minutes of fruitless searching later, all trace of concern had been replaced by annoyance. "Mulder, if you don't get your ass here this minute, I will hunt you down like an escaped felon." She shut his desk drawer with more force than necessary. The file wasn't in any of the obvious places. She was rapidly running out of options and patience. "Where the hell did you put that file? Skinner wants to see us and I can't find the stupid file." The pencil holder jumped when she shut another drawer rather aggressively. "You'd better have a damned good excuse for leaving me in the lurch. I swear, if it's in your briefcase, I'll-- " A large envelope in the bottom desk drawer with his UFO videos stopped Scully short. For one thing, it was pink. For another, it was addressed to "Beautiful Fox" in elaborate curlicue script. Her conscience didn't suffer a single twinge as she pulled it out, opened the flap and dumped a stack of photographs onto the desk. Her first thought was "Nice pictures." Her second thought was "Good photography." Any remaining thoughts withered unborn as she turned over photo after enlarged candid photo of her partner. In the checkout line at a grocery store. Getting into his car outside his apartment. Shooting hoops at a playground. Stretching in the park before a run. Toweling himself off after a swim. The last picture in the pile drew a gasp from her lips. Mulder, naked in the shower. With his back turned, head obscured by spray, Scully still knew that body. She'd seen it often enough to have it memorized. The defined muscles across his shoulders from swimming. The dimples at the base of his spine. The tapered slope of his lean legs. Even the way his arms looked, raised to slick back wet hair. She'd witnessed all of it, up close and sudsy in her own shower. Someone had taken this picture, all of these pictures, without his knowledge. She was certain of that. So why hadn't Mulder told her about them? He obviously knew--the photos were in his desk. She stared at the last picture, her mind beginning to fit things together. Phone tag yesterday culminating in no direct contact. A no-show at the guys' last night. No call this morning, no Mulder at the office, extremely personal photos which he never told her about. Were all of those things linked or merely a coincidence? Was the twisting in her gut justified, or jumping the gun? Scully wiped suddenly-damp palms on her slacks. She'd handled the pictures already. There was no help for it now. But just in case they *were* connected to Mulder's tardiness... She pulled a pair of latex gloves from her briefcase and shimmied her hands into them. Picking up the envelope again, she peered inside. There were several pieces of paper at the bottom, smaller than the photo enlargements. She pulled them out, lips pursing in distaste at the same pink paper and flamboyant writing as the envelope. This time her conscience did prick at her a bit, but something about those pictures, besides the invasion of privacy, didn't sit right. Using the I- need-to-find-out-more-before-I-ask-Mulder rationalization, she scanned them once. Before she reached the last one, Scully grabbed the envelope and photos, shot out of the chair, and was racing for the elevator, Skinner's missing file forgotten. The report could wait. Mulder was in trouble, and she needed to find him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Location unknown The spicy aroma of coffee tickled Mulder's nose awake. It delighted him to think that Scully was finally bringing him breakfast in bed. She always said he spilled too much to be trusted with food anywhere near her sheets. Only something at the back of his mind was trying to get his attention-- He sat up, gasping, the previous night's events lurching into his consciousness at high speed. "Good morning, Beautiful Fox." Squinting against the ache in his head, Mulder tried to focus. Waist-length blonde hair framed a lovely, heart-shaped face. Bright blue eyes were surrounded by thick, black lashes. A button nose perched above a full, cupid's-bow mouth. Her petite body was lushly curved and definitely not a child's, in spite of the piping voice which made her sound like one. Her voice was vaguely familiar although he was pretty sure he'd never seen her face before. He did recognize the gun pointed at him, though. It was his. "Who are you?" he asked. "Julie." Straightforward, concise, no help at all. Maybe a different question. "Where am I?" "Where you belong--with me. Come and eat your breakfast." Mulder's stomach rebelled at the thought of food. He was dizzy, a bit nauseous and his mouth felt like he'd been sucking cotton balls. Besides, there was a more pressing problem that required attention first. "I need to use the bathroom." The woman beamed an indulgent smile, the gun's aim never wavering. "It's right through that door in the corner." Mulder looked down to gauge the distance to the floor and discovered that he was lying on a mattress. No platform, no frame. Just a mattress. At least he didn't have to worry about falling out of bed in his current woozy state. Apparently he also wouldn't have to worry about trying to fumble his zipper open. He wasn't wearing any pants, just his boxer briefs. No shirt, shoes, socks--not even his watch. Shit! Talk about getting caught with your pants down. He rolled to one side and stood slowly, waiting for his head to stop spinning. He took a step only to be brought up short by a group of photos on the wall in front of him. A cautious 360- degree turn revealed picture after picture after picture. There was a wide, chest-high photographic frieze around the entire room showing nothing but images of him. At work, at play, at home, in public and private moments, dozens, perhaps hundreds, of his doppelgangers watched as he stared back in amazement. What the hell *was* this place? Where did all the pictures come from? Did she take every one of them herself? When? The huge number of photos implied a long-standing obsession rather than a sudden, overwhelming urge. For how long? More importantly, for what purpose? Mulder tore his eyes away from the disturbing rogue's gallery and cast a speculative glance at his kidnapper, suddenly turned deranged stalker. He was in serious trouble. An insistent twinge in his groin recalled his attention to the urgent business at hand. It was a very short walk to reach the bathroom. Once there, he realized the room was missing a door. He looked at the woman in the bedroom again. She didn't seem to particularly care whether her scrutiny made him uncomfortable or not. She stood there with his weapon in her hand, smiling, not the least bit hesitant or awkward about holding a gun. Nice steady arm, good aim, rock solid gaze in spite of the vapid grin. If she showed the slightest sign of weakness or distraction, he wouldn't hesitate to take her down with his bare hands. But he wasn't seeing any kind of opening and he really didn't like to think about the consequences of doing something impulsive with her focused on him so firmly. Between his dopey brain and aching bladder, he wasn't thinking too clearly. Mulder turned his back to his audience. "Pardon me while I answer this call." He pulled down the waistband on the shorts and gently eased his cock over the edge. When he glanced down to aim, he blinked in surprise. There was no toilet lid. No seat. Not even any hinges. Just holes where the hinges should be. What the fuck? His bladder cramped in protest. Right. Pay attention and piss. As the pressure eased, Mulder bent his refocusing brain to observation of his surroundings. The bathroom proved to be miniscule and unremarkable. A toilet, pedestal sink, and tub/shower combo, all crammed into a minimum amount of space. No soap, shampoo, towels, or other amenities were visible beyond a roll of toilet tissue on the back of the commode and a pile of Kleenex without the box. No mirror or medicine cabinet. No window, either. He might be able to use the shower curtain against his kidnapper, but he'd need to check it out when he wasn't being ogled. It was time to get back to the bedroom and see if he could figure out what was going on. He flushed the toilet, rinsed off his hands and splashed cold water on his face. Icy droplets trickled down his chest, raising goosebumps as he returned to the other room. "There aren't any towels." From a chair near the door, the woman picked up a towel and tossed it to him. Mulder caught it, dried off, then threw it back when she gestured for it. His nausea was fading and his head felt clearer. He glanced around the room, taking in the lack of windows, decorations, lamps, furniture--anything that might have come in handy as a weapon or a tool. The only light came from recessed fixtures in the middle of the ceiling. He was either in an old house or one built during the '90's craze for really high ceilings. He wouldn't be able to reach those fixtures, not even with his best b-ball jump shot. The floor itself was solid sheet vinyl. No carpeting. The bathroom doorframe was bare of all molding and hardware; likewise the hole where the closet should have been. There wasn't so much as a rod to hang clothing on--which wouldn't be a problem since he apparently didn't have anything but his underwear. Except for the mattress and the chair by the door, the room was totally empty. A Styrofoam tray on the floor near the chair contained a foam cup and a pastry on a napkin. Those wouldn't be any help. He'd need something a bit more substantial if he wanted to spring himself--the door looked like reinforced steel. There was no knob on the inside, no visible keyhole, and the door opened outward. There weren't any hinges or locks to jimmy, provided he actually found a tool of some sort. A small circle of glass in one corner of the ceiling caught his attention. It looked like there was a camera inside the wall. Great. That meant she could be sure he wasn't near the door before she entered. He wouldn't be able to get a jump on her. The possibility that this strange woman might be planning to spend every waking moment silently watching him made Mulder break out in a cold sweat. He took in the numerous images of himself that ringed the room. "You're the one who sent me the pictures yesterday, aren't you?" "And the letters. Don't forget them." She sounded like she expected praise for a job well done. "What letters?" he asked. "I don't remember anything except the pictures." Her smile turned into a puzzled frown. "I sent those letters because I thought you'd enjoy reading them." "I guess I missed seeing them." He shrugged. "I got called to a meeting right after the envelope arrived, so I just glanced at the pictures and tossed them in a drawer." His stomach rumbled loudly and her smiled returned. She managed to pick the tray up with one hand and move it next to the mattress without ever letting go of his gun. Then she retreated to the chair and sat down expectantly. Another hollow growl echoed in the room. Okay, so he should eat. It would give him something to do while he tried to figure out *what* he was going to do. He sat on the bed and picked up the cup of coffee. The smell of it went straight to his brain, clearing out more of the fuzziness. He took a sip and his eyebrows rose--it was prepared the way he always drank it. He glanced at the silent figure across from him, then looked at the food on his plate and almost laughed. Even after all the shitty circumstances he'd found himself in over the years, eating at gunpoint was something he'd never experienced before. If anyone had bothered to ask, he definitely would have delayed the pleasure. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ J. Edgar Hoover Building A.D. Skinner's office 9:05 AM "Slow down, Agent Scully. I can't understand what you're saying." Taking a deep, calming breath, Scully stopped pacing and waving the photographs under her boss's nose. She sat with a thud in the chair across from his desk. The pictures made a rustling sound in her latex-covered hands. She wasn't surprised to see they were shaking. "I'm sorry, Sir. I'll try to explain more clearly." "Thank you. I'd appreciate that. Does this have something to do with Mulder?" "Yes, Sir." Scully fanned out the photographs and placed them on his desk. "After you called this morning, I went looking for the file you wanted and found these instead." He looked at the pictures but didn't pick them up. "Am I to understand that you believe these are related to the reason why he's not here?" "Yes, Sir." She could feel the blood rush to her face. "I didn't realize there was a problem at first and handled some of the photos. I protected the rest as soon as I could." Skinner reached into his pants pocket and pulled out a handkerchief. "Then let's not disturb things any more than they already have been." He covered his fingers with the handkerchief before picking up the glossy images one at a time. He gave each a careful examination than laid it aside. His eyes widened in surprise when he reached the one of Mulder in the shower. He looked up to meet her gaze. "You're sure it's Mulder in all of these photos?" Scully kept her face bland although her heart was racing. "Yes, Sir. I'm sure." "And he didn't know they were being taken?" "I don't believe so. At least, he never mentioned anything of the sort to me." "But that's not what has you so concerned, is it?" She sometimes wondered how he could read her as easily as Mulder did. "No, Sir. There were also these letters, wedged down in the bottom of the envelope." She passed the pink sheets of paper to him. Skinner's eyes grew wider. She understood his reaction. Those papers were obviously love letters. Some simply had song lyrics written on them--You Must Have Been a Beautiful Baby, Beautiful Dreamer, Everything is Beautiful. They all had the word "beautiful" in the title or body of the song. The others were more like diary entries, but they all began "Dear Beautiful Fox." Some extolled his physical attributes in a flowery, juvenile, romanticized manner. The rest of the letters went into pornographic detail about the writer's sexual exploits with him, providing dates and places for their encounters, all of them fairly recent. The language used, the style of script, the garish color of the paper, all led Scully to feel that the writer was a woman. Possibly a very young one. Someone more mature wouldn't write about Mulder's "enormous cock piercing the very heart of me." Scully hadn't read much more than that, but it sounded like a cheesy bodice-ripper novel, something women were more prone to read than men. But Scully knew Mulder hadn't been with some strange woman on the dates in the letters because *she'd* been with him. They'd been together most nights for months, ever since they'd become lovers. The last two nights were the only ones they'd spent apart in weeks. She should have known something was wrong the minute she walked into an empty office. She'd wasted precious minutes searching for a stupid file when in all likelihood he was already in danger. Skinner cleared his throat. "What do you suppose this means, Agent Scully?" "I don't know, but I intend to find out. With your permission, I'd like to go to his apartment and see if I can discover anything." "You do realize that it's not usually advisable for one partner to be involved in the investigation of--" She opened her mouth to protest and he held up his hand to stop her. "I know. This isn't a usual situation. I just want you to be clear about my position." Scully nodded and waited for him to continue. Skinner tapped his lips with one finger for a moment, then glared at her over the top of his glasses. "I assume you've already tried calling him, or you wouldn't be so worried." "His cell phone rings without being picked up. The answering machine comes on at his apartment. He was supposed be with some friends last night but he never showed." "And you weren't expecting him to leave town for any reason?" Scully's certainty wavered for an instant. He'd ditched her in the past but they'd recently come to an understanding. Neither of them would take off without checking in first. It was a failsafe for exactly this type of situation where someone else was questioning their whereabouts. It took only an instant for her mind to reject the idea that Mulder had gone off somewhere without telling her. "No, Sir," she stated firmly. "If he's not here, it's because something happened to prevent him from being here." Skinner used the handkerchief to gather up all the photos and letters into a neat pile and set them to one side on his desk. "All right. Go over to his place. Call and let me know if you find anything. For the time being, we'll treat this as confidential, just in case he comes waltzing in three hours down the road. Let's not panic just yet." Rising to her feet, Scully stripped off her gloves and stuffed them into a pocket. Her hand was on the door knob when Skinner called her name. "Keep me posted," he said. She nodded again, blindly leaving his office. As she got into the elevator, she was already running through all the avenues available to help her discover what had happened to her partner. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Location unknown Julie. Her name was Julie. No last name, just Julie. Mulder had already learned that she would answer whatever questions he asked, but only in her own way and she wouldn't elaborate. She'd give an answer, then fall silent and sit gazing at him with a vapid smile on her face. The trick was in finding the right questions. Asking who she was and where they were hadn't gotten him very far. Maybe a new direction would help. "So, Julie, how did you get me into the house? I wasn't exactly in a position to co-operate." She giggled again, covering her mouth with her free hand. The sweet, innocent gesture unnerved him. "I picked you up at your apartment and we drove here. Don't you remember, silly Fox?" That wasn't quite the way he recalled it. "But how did you get me *into* the house?" He checked what he could see of his arms and legs. "I assume you shoved me out of the car but I don't see any bruises." She stared at him with a look of horror. "Why would I do that? You might get hurt if I pushed you out of the car. We wouldn't want your beautiful skin to be damaged, would we?" Terrific. He didn't remember anything past the getting- drugged-and-kidnapped part and apparently the only possible witness wasn't going to be any help. Didn't anyone see him being manhandled into the house? Was it still raining when they arrived? Did the house have a garage? How the hell DID she get him into this room? He had to assume she'd dragged him but she seemed to have a different version of events in her own mind. Sitting cross-legged on the mattress, he forced down the meal she'd brought. The fact that she'd provided coffee and a Danish--something he often ate for breakfast--made it hard to swallow food that turned sand-dry in his mouth. That made him think of a new question. "How did you know what I like for breakfast?" "I know everything about you." He suppressed a shiver. "Did you take all these pictures yourself?" She laughed, a liquid little-girl giggle. "Some of the things I had to go through to get them! But it was worth it. Do you know which one is my favorite?" Mulder shook his head without looking at the photos. It gave him the creeps to see so many replicas of himself staring back, like a funhouse mirror gone mad. Julie darted over to the wall opposite the end of the bed. She stopped in front of a life-sized enlargement of his face, placed slightly lower than the others surrounding it. In the picture, his eyes were closed, head tilted back just a bit. He couldn't imagine what he might have been doing at the time. She stroked the image's cheek and Mulder flinched as if she'd actually touched him. "They're all so beautiful, but I like this one best." Leaning forward, she pressed her lips to the slightly parted ones in the photograph. "Mmmm, you have the loveliest mouth. I could kiss you all day and never get tired." She continued rubbing her lips against the photo, moaning low in her throat, then sticking out her tongue to lick at the image's lips. Hoping she was sufficiently distracted, Mulder quietly uncrossed his legs and repositioned himself into a crouch. If he could catch her guard down for two seconds, he might be able to-- Her arm swung up, the gun's muzzle perfectly centered on his chest. Damn it! In the middle of her perverse obsession with his photo, she retained an uncanny awareness of his movements. He would never be able to get the drop on her at this rate. Mulder settled back onto the mattress and wondered if breakfast would stay where he'd put it with the way his stomach had started churning again. While Julie continued to manhandle his picture, a sickening thought popped into his head. She might not be satisfied with a photo at some point in the near future. The churning turned into outright nausea. Turning his head, Mulder pushed away his unfinished meal. He really wasn't all that hungry anymore. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hegal Place Apartments 10:10 AM Scully held the evidence bag up to the light and studied the mostly-empty syringe inside. She'd found it up against the curb out front. It might not have anything to do with Mulder but it was definitely something you didn't see every day in his neighborhood. If there were fingerprints, they could be matched to any found on the photos. She might be reaching, but it would be better not to take chances and risk missing something important. Sitting in Mulder's apartment, on his couch, brought back vivid memories that hadn't yet grown dim with time. Just over a week ago, they'd shared an entire afternoon on this couch. They called it a "working" Saturday but it was really an excuse to cuddle and fool around and they both knew it. Considering all the time they spent together during the work week, it surprised her how much she craved his company outside the office. She'd always enjoyed his amazing mind, but now she could benefit from his equally amazing body, too. That particular Saturday concluded with them twined together in his bed. Mulder, drowsy and sloe-eyed, indulged in his own peculiar brand of pillow talk about an article he'd read on spontaneous combustion and that week's supermarket tabloid headlines. He said it was his way of compensating for her dislike of pet names and endearments. Not every woman's idea of romance, but Scully wouldn't change a thing. Most of their evenings and weekends together ended that way, at one apartment or the other. How many times had they been watched in this very room? What about the bedroom? Could Mulder's stalker see through those windows, too? Was she still out there somewhere? Scully got up and looked out the window. There was a block of apartments across the street, about the same height as Mulder's building. Was that where she'd been? In one of the apartments? On the roof? How long had this mysterious interloper been observing Mulder? Weeks? Months? Surely for some time, by the number and variety of photos in the envelope. Had she followed him around or was she waiting somewhere across the street, lurking until there was something to record with her clandestine lens? Scully shivered, then closed the blinds before she sat back down. Her reflection in the fish tank caught her eye. She wasn't in any of the pictures, she realized. Was she excised from the images so that only Mulder remained? Or did she simply not exist as far as the stalker was concerned? How could they have guarded against this intrusion? "What if's" twisted Scully's stomach into knots. How could *she* have kept Mulder safe? Why hadn't she ever noticed what was happening? Each passing moment made her more certain that something was dreadfully wrong. When the phone rang, she jumped. She'd left a message with Skinner's assistant and had been waiting for him to call back. She picked up the receiver and his voice rumbled, "What do you have?" "I did a preliminary inspection of Mulder's apartment. There's no indication he had plans to be anywhere other than work." "Did you find more photos or letters?" "I haven't searched his desk yet, but there was nothing in his mailbox. His car isn't parked outside. I was out of town yesterday so I don't know what he was wearing. However, I was able to determine that his keys, wallet, and briefcase are missing. He may not have made it home at all last night. I'm planning to examine everything more thoroughly, but I wanted to give you my initial findings first." "Very well, Agent. Keep me apprised of anything else you discover. I think we both realize the police won't consider a missing person's report at this stage, but we can start an in- house investigation. I'll send out a team to give you a hand collecting trace evidence, doing interviews and whatever else you want covered. In the meantime, I'll get the photos and letters to the lab, see what they can come up with for us. Report back to me when you're through there and we'll decide what else needs to be done." "Thank you, Sir. I'll see you later." She hung up the phone and looked around. She couldn't just sit, doing nothing, until the other agents arrived. Where should she check next? Mulder's bedroom had only yielded a couple of paperbacks and a tube of Astroglide in the night stand. The rest of the room was the way she remembered it. The computer caught her eye. His email. Only last week she'd teased him about hiding Internet porn, so he'd told her the password and let her check it. He'd had surprisingly little mail. While the computer booted up, she rifled the desk drawers. There was nothing she hadn't expected to find, although the contents were a bit bizarre by anyone else's standards. Yellowed tabloid newspapers, print-outs of Internet sites about monsters and glow-in-the-dark alien key chains were all typical Mulder detritus. His email didn't yield anything new or odd. She'd have to check his office computer later. It was beginning to look like this mystery woman preferred the personal approach. Scully fed the fish then checked the kitchen trash for possible evidence. She looked in all the cupboards and peeked into the oven. She could have left it until the other agents showed up, but it gave her something to do. When she opened the refrigerator, it was time to admit that she was just being nosy. Mulder's apartment was a familiar link to him, possibly the last place he'd been before disappearing. She hadn't found any evidence to indicate that he'd actually made it through the door, but he felt closer here. It was irrational and she knew it. She squared her shoulders and forced herself to sit down. The other agents Skinner was sending would be there soon and they could get the investigation under way. She should be making note of the things they needed to do. First thing, they would talk to every person in the building, especially anyone who might have a view of where she found the syringe. Maybe somebody saw something last night. And there was still the question of all those pictures, many of them taken of this very room. That gave them just cause to question the residents of the apartment building across the street, search the roof for evidence. She wasn't going to leave until they'd covered every possible angle, "official" investigation or not. Maybe she was wrong, and Mulder *had* gone off on his own. If so, neither of them would hear the end of it from Skinner or the other agents, but future embarrassment wasn't enough to quell the alarm that gibbered at the back of her mind. The urge to tear around, mindlessly searching for clues, was almost overwhelming. Her years of training were the only things holding her back. Skinner could be certain nothing was missed if she followed the prescribed steps for an investigation. But that didn't mean she had to like the wait. She would come back tonight, maybe sleep in Mulder's bed. If he returned on his own, he'd be more likely to show up there. Scully felt in her heart that such an answer was too easy but she couldn't let go of that hope. Hope was all she had at the moment. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Location unknown Hot water pounding on his head went a long way toward clearing Mulder's thought processes. It was obvious that he was going to need all his wits to analyze his current situation and find a way out. He'd probably been awake for only a couple of hours, and he didn't know much more than when he'd awakened. Her name was Julie and he was "Where you belong--with me." She wouldn't say how she brought him into the house, although he figured she probably dragged him somehow. Either his car was still here or she'd gotten rid of it while he slept. She wouldn't tell him anything more, no matter how many different ways he phrased the question. If he asked what she wanted with him, her ever-present smile widened. For some reason, that frightened him more than staring down the barrel of his own gun. He had a nasty suspicion that he already knew what she wanted. The idea sent trickles of icy fear squirming down his spine, even as the steaming water cascaded over his back. He glanced at the shower curtain for the umpteenth time. It had finally fogged over, which made him feel a bit less vulnerable. The fact that it was clear plastic hadn't registered until he'd asked if he could wash off. That's when he realized he'd be showering naked in front of a total stranger. After the lack of privacy afforded him while taking a leak, he didn't expect her to leave so he could wash, either. She hadn't. Sometimes, he really hated being right. Turning his back to the room gave him as much privacy as he was going to get. Once he was inside the tub, Julie placed soap and shampoo on the edge of the sink where he could reach them. Clean shorts and a towel were left on the back of the toilet. Then she retreated to the chair again, gun still in hand, and sat down to watch. Mulder ignored her as much as he could manage. Drying off presented new challenges. He couldn't very well climb out of the bathtub backwards. He'd be forced to allow her a gander at the goods until he snagged the towel. He decided to play it cool and not let her rattle him. The cooler he could be, the better. He would have to profile Julie in order to figure out a way around her and he couldn't do that if he was tense and nervous. Drying and dressing didn't take nearly long enough--it was hard to draw out putting on a pair of underwear. He really didn't want to leave the bathroom, but he couldn't stay there indefinitely. He played with the idea of using the soap or shampoo as a weapon until Julie indicated that he was to bring out everything she'd supplied and throw them on the bed. Mulder wondered what past experience had made her so cautious. He was pretty sure he wasn't the first person she'd abducted. She was far too assured and precisely organized to be a beginner. He decided not to think about what might have happened to her other victims just yet. That kind of speculation wouldn't promote calm, cool nerves. Julie waved him off before she gathered up his towel, dirty shorts and soaps. She placed them on the chair with his empty breakfast tray, then picked up the chair in one hand and walked backward to the door. Mulder was already beginning to despair of ever getting the drop on her. She seemed to have thought of everything. She pushed the door open with her hip and kept him covered while she backed across the threshold. Once outside, she shoved the door closed again, keeping him in her sights until the last possible moment. He heard at least two locks engage as he raced across the room. He knew it was too late, but tried to pull it open anyway. Locked. He pounded the heel of his hand against the door in frustration and shouted a couple times without any real hope of being heeded. He mentally kicked himself for not realizing that the door wasn't locked even while he acknowledged that he'd never have made a successful break for it. Julie might sound like a child, but she was firmly in control of the situation and didn't seem to be the least bit hesitant about shooting him. He wouldn't get very far wounded. Or dead. He dug his fingers into the tiny gap around the door frame, looking for any kind of purchase to pry against. All he got was bent fingernails and-- What was that smell? He sniffed at the crack around the door and grimaced. It smelled like something had died out there. The hair on the nape of his neck stood on end. Jesus! He needed to get out of here! The slap of Mulder's footfalls echoed the frantic pounding of his heart. Up and down, back and forth, he paced the length and breadth of the room, searching for a way out, a weapon, ANYTHING. What had he missed in his first cursory inspection? There had to be something. There just *had* to be! The closet. Maybe... It proved to be exactly what it originally appeared--a totally empty hole without so much as a bracket to support a clothing rod. Okay, not the closet. How about the bathroom? It didn't take him long to realize the shower curtain was a bust. He'd been hoping for a nice solid rod to brain her with, but the curtain was on a track attached to the ceiling instead. He couldn't even remove the rings--they were some weird kind of lumpy contraption that was solidly seated in the track. The shower head appeared to have potential until he tried to take it apart with his bare hands. He stood in the tub, twisting it, turning it, yanking it back and forth, but to no avail. The damned thing behaved like it was welded on. Moisture slicked the smooth chrome, making it hard for him to obtain any purchase. He tried rubbing the water from his hands onto his boxers but quickly ran out of dry spots to use. He was panting and sweaty when he finally admitted defeat. The only result of all his hard work was palms rubbed raw and sore muscles. He sat on the side of the tub for a few minutes to catch his breath and check out the rest of the bathroom. The sink was a small pedestal model, the main pipes covered with a sleeve of porcelain where they ran up the wall to the bottom of the bowl. He'd try taking the faucets apart later. With any luck, he'd get what he needed from the toilet tank first. Maybe he could use a piece of the flushing mechanism as a shiv or a spike. No time like the present to try. His social calendar wasn't exactly packed. Mulder stood next to the toilet, got a firm grip on the tank lid and picked up. The jolt when it didn't move rocked him on his heels. He blinked, got a better grip and tried again. Nothing. Tank lids weren't *that* heavy, were they? He yanked. Nothing. He pried. Nothing. He got his fingers under the edge and pulled and tugged and pushed and swore. The fucking lid was glued to the tank! He couldn't open the damned thing no matter what he did! How the hell did you cement a toilet tank together? Slamming his interlocked fists against the tank repeatedly, Mulder shouted and cursed, pure frustration raging out of control. Again and again he pounded on the top, the sides, the front, anywhere he could reach. Shock waves jarred his arms. His shoulders and back ached from the strain but he didn't stop. Eventually, fatigue set in, his arms too leaden to lift anymore. Undaunted, he kicked the toilet. The bottom of his foot landed square on the flush handle. Fiery pain dropped him to the floor. He lay there for a few minutes, breathing hard, muttering imprecations against the ancestry of toilet manufacturers everywhere. His stomach let out a peevish grumble. God knew what time it was, but it felt like he'd been hammering away at his prison for days. Certainly it had been enough hours to require more nourishment. So where was his jailer? Even a condemned man was afforded a last meal. A glance at the door brought the video camera into his line of view. Was she out there watching? He hoped she was. Escape might not be easy, but he wouldn't stop trying. No way in hell was he going to roll over and be her pet FBI agent. Another growl from his stomach was the signal to get back to work. Keeping busy would make it easier to ignore his hunger. And his sore hands. Unfortunately, sitting up meant pushing against the floor with his hands, then grabbing the rim of the sink to pull himself upright. He tried to brush aside the pain but the throbbing in his foot was a little harder to dismiss. Mulder limped back to the bedroom, mind already running over new options for escape. It didn't take long to exhaust the list. He had no tools to force the door. There weren't any windows to crawl through. The light fixtures and heat registers were too high to provide raw materials for weapons, unless he could roll the mattress and use it to boost himself to the ceiling. That was a thought. He hobbled to the make-shift bed and nudged it with his toe. It felt damned solid. Picking it up by one end, he dragged it into the middle of the room, underneath the lights. When he tried to fold it in half, the whole thing flipped straight up, the blanket sliding into a heap on the floor. It was as rigid and unyielding as a plank. Maybe if he laid it on its side... That seemed promising until he tried to climb on it. Each time, the mattress would either slide out from under him or the edge would give way and dump him off. It looked solid, but in reality, it wasn't strong enough to stay upright and bear his weight. That didn't stop him from climbing it over and over and over. Around the fifth or sixth try, he banged his head on the floor and saw stars. Mulder got back up, then heaved the mattress against the wall in frustration. It fell to the floor with a thump and he threw himself on top of it. There were other possibilities to explore once his mind stopped screaming in panic, but at the moment, it looked like he wasn't going to leave unless Julie let him out. Barring any new discoveries, he'd have to find a different way. Talk her into letting him go. Figure out why she wanted him in the first place. What drove her to kidnap him? What motivated her? How could he make a connection, get her to listen to reason? Why him? That was the big question. Why him and not someone else? He looked at the pictures circling the walls, photo after photo of him, taken by a total stranger. Why? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ J. Edgar Hoover Building Basement office 8:03 PM Scully didn't know what else to do. There had to be *something*, but she couldn't think of anything. Staring at Mulder's bulletin board wasn't giving her any new ideas, although she could relate to his "I Want To Believe" poster more than usual. The machinery was already in motion to investigate Mulder's disappearance. Skinner had sent the envelope, photos and letters to the print lab. From there, they would go for handwriting analysis, then to be studied for clues in the background. Chances of finding anything weren't really good. Most of the pictures were close-ups and the far shots seemed to be of unremarkable surroundings. Scully took charge of the evidence team at Mulder's apartment. In spite of Skinner's reluctance to allow her into the investigation, there was no way in hell he could keep her out of it. She would have gone behind his back if she'd had to. She was sure Skinner knew this, which was why he didn't kick up more of a fuss. The interviews with Mulder's neighbors had turned out to be an exercise in futility--no one heard anything, no one saw anything, no one knew anything. Apparently, people didn't bother to pay attention to what went on outside their own little sphere of comfort. A couple of them were distressingly happy to hear that he was missing. The brain-storming session she'd just finished with the newly- formed investigative team was also frustrating. With almost no information available to them, there was very little brain- storming to do. The best idea had been to check for other crimes using the same MO. Scully wasn't sure why she thought there might be others, but the kidnapping was carried out so neatly, it seemed like a logical assumption. The perp couldn't be a beginner and leave so few clues behind. The letters and photos were the only evidence they had so far. If this woman had pulled off a similar crime in the past, it might be possible to find out her real name and location. Outside the office, the elevator dinged. Scully straightened in excitement. It only took her a few seconds to realize that the footsteps drawing closer weren't Mulder's. She heard the steps halt outside the office door and Skinner peered in. "I thought I'd find you here," he grumbled. "Go home, Agent. You need rest." "I can't." "You can. You're not going to be any help to this investigation if you're exhausted." She opened her mouth to continue arguing, but there wasn't any point. She knew he was right and she was too tired to argue. She decided to give in easily, the way Skinner had about her involvement with the case. "Yes, Sir." Scully saw the look of surprise on his face as she stood, then picked up her briefcase. "Thank you for allowing me to be on the task force," she added. Skinner peered at her over his glasses. "Did I have a choice?" She couldn't suppress the slight quirk of her lips. "Maybe not, but I appreciate it anyway." He cleared his throat and stared down at his feet. "When was the last time you ate?" The question caught her by surprise. Not only would she never have expected her boss to ask such a thing, but she couldn't remember if she'd eaten at all during the day. She knew she'd had supper the night before, but she couldn't be sure about any time since. He nodded. "That's what I thought. Come on. Let's find some food." That was even more unexpected than the question about her eating habits. She raised an eyebrow and he held up a file folder. "We're going to pick over these copies of the photos and letters until we come up with something we can use. Don't fool yourself into thinking this is a social meal. We've got a lot of work to do." She was touched. In spite of his words, Scully knew Skinner was trying to take care of her. He'd make her work her ass off during dinner, she had no doubt about that. He'd pick her brain until there wasn't anything left to extract. But he'd also make sure she ate and send her home to sleep instead of letting her sit all night in Mulder's office chair, quietly losing her mind. She let him maintain the illusion of hard-assed despot and waved a hand at the door. "Bring it on, Sir. After you." He stepped out of the way so she could shut and lock the door, then followed her to the elevator. Suddenly, Scully felt more hopeful. The other agents on the investigation team would do their job, but none of them was enthusiastic about looking for the joke of the FBI. She'd heard one of them whisper, "Better missing than dragging the Bureau through the mud." She'd tried not to take the other agent's words to heart, but they weighed on her. If it was only her against everyone else in the hunt for Mulder, so be it. She would fight tooth and nail to find him and bring him back. She wouldn't let their piss-poor attitude deter her for a second. But now she knew Skinner was willing to fight beside her. Maybe they actually had a chance of finding Mulder after all. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Location unknown As Julie backed from the room with his empty supper tray, gun firmly trained on him, Mulder stretched out on the mattress and stared up at the ceiling. He could think better if he didn't have to look at those damned pictures. It had been a long quiet stretch between breakfast and supper. Either she'd forgotten to feed him at noon or she'd gone to work. There really wasn't any way for him to tell the time, other than by the growling of his stomach. He'd actually been glad to see her when she brought his food, meager though it was. A burger, fries and a soft drink. She really had been watching him closely--it was loaded with all the things he normally liked. Of course, what he'd *really* like was a non-painful way to bust himself out. Mulder held up his hands and studied the red, swollen palms. He'd try again tomorrow. An unfamiliar protrusion on the side of his right hand caught his attention. He pushed on it with a finger and winced. Must have damaged something, beating on the toilet tank lid. Scully would have raised her eyebrow at him trying to break it with his bare fists, but he had to make the attempt. Apparently it was beyond the realm of possibility, as the bump on his hand proved. He pushed on it again, then decided not to do that anymore. With his luck it was fractured. Which reminded him... Mulder pulled his foot up to check the instep. Not so much as a bruise. That was a relief. Considering he already knew the tank was sealed, kicking the toilet hadn't been the best decision of his life. IF he'd managed to knock it apart, he still wouldn't have been able to open it. So far, there didn't appear to be anything he could MacGyver together as a tool or weapon to help himself. He'd spent a good bit of time crawling around the perimeter of the room, trying to pry up the edges of the flooring with his nails. He'd done it more to keep himself occupied. Sheet vinyl wouldn't make much of a weapon even if he *could* manage to rip off a hunk. His accommodations were every bit as stark and devoid of hope as he'd originally deduced. That wouldn't stop him from doing his damnedest to escape, but things were definitely not looking good. He yawned. Oddly enough, he was tired. He'd been relatively busy for someone who'd been kidnapped, but he didn't think he'd expended *that* much energy. In any case, he'd physically done what he could for one day without leaving himself crippled. Either he could spend the solitary hours until his next meal bemoaning his predicament, or he could keep busy. Maybe it was time to see what mental exercise would accomplish. Victim profile. Offender profile. Modus operandi. Evidence. Mulder decided there wasn't much he could do with that last one. He was probably lying flat on his back, in the middle of most of the evidence. He forced himself to look at the photos. There was plenty of information to be gained from their study if he could see beyond the personal invasion to locate the clues. The variety of activities she'd caught him in was staggering. And disturbing. She'd obviously used a telephoto lens. There were far too many pictures through the living room windows of his apartment. The ones of him in the shower couldn't have been taken there, though--his bathroom didn't have a window. Also the shower walls weren't visible in the photo, so it was larger than his. That fact niggled at his brain, yet he couldn't pin down why. It shouldn't be this hard to figure it out. His vision went blurry and he rubbed at his eyes. She'd watched him play basketball. A lot. There were pictures of him running in sweats, walking in a suit, standing around in his trenchcoat, buying groceries and carrying take-out home. In some, it looked like he was talking to another person, but there wasn't anyone else in the photos. Mulder wondered how she could have taken so many pictures without him noticing her once. The answer? She knew what she was doing. Considering the room set-up, the video equipment, the use of his own gun and the security precautions, Julie appeared savvy enough to avoid leaving clues behind. He suspected that Scully wasn't going to have much to work with. And he wouldn't bet on any prior arrests, other victims or not. He yawned again. Might as well start with the victim profile. That should be easy enough. Did the victim engage in any activities which left him vulnerable to violence? Um, duh. He was an FBI agent, a synonym for "moving target." Did the victim engage in any past activity with the perpetrator which might have led to the present circumstances? NO! Mulder pounded the mattress with his throbbing fists. That was the real pisser. He was almost certain he'd never met Julie before last night. He didn't always remember faces, but he certainly wouldn't forget that voice. It was high-pitched and childish, sort of like the ballerina Munchkins in Wizard of Oz. Her hair was extremely fair, but not enough to make it especially memorable. The same with her face. She was pretty, but in a Miss-America-common way. Nothing terribly unusual about her at all, except her voice and the way her mind worked. She was definitely a couple psychoses short of a straight- jacket. That was a very psychologically professional observation, Agent Mulder. Thank you for your expert opinion. He yawned a third time. Why the hell was he so tired? He hadn't been doing anything physically exhausting, yet he couldn't seem to stop yawning. Maybe it was the emotional shock. So where was he? Oh yeah. His profile. She wasn't anyone he remembered meeting on an old case or more recently. Which meant he probably didn't know her at all. He might have met her casually at a party or standing in line at the store. Why did she target him? What had he done to draw her attention that strongly? His jaw actually cracked on the next yawn. He could barely keep his eyes open. Damn. He needed to sleep. He wasn't getting anywhere and his brain felt fuzzy. Better leave it until tomorrow. Mulder couldn't remember the last time he'd been so tired. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Location unknown Thursday 6:05 AM Julie rinsed the razor in the bowl of warm water one last time, then wiped the rest of the shaving cream off Mulder's face with a damp washcloth. There. All that ugly, scratchy stubble was gone. Momma always said a man with a beard was trying to conceal something. Fox had absolutely nothing he needed to hide. Julie caressed his cheek but he didn't stir. He was such a deep sleeper, her Beautiful Fox. He looked so peaceful, compared to the tension that always radiated off him at work. Being an FBI agent was too stressful for a sensitive man like Fox. Running around after criminals, waving his gun and shouting; that was no life for a beautiful person. He was much happier since he'd quit all that and come to live with her. Leaving his partner was the best thing he could have done. Julie bent to pick up the shaving supplies, but stopped when she noticed a dot of red on Mulder's jaw. She moved closer and gasped. There was blood on his face! The razor cut him! Julie recoiled, looking around the room frantically for help. How bad was it? What should she do? Would he be scarred for life? What a horrible thought! She grabbed the wash cloth out of the bowl and slopped it along the trickle of blood. Pink-tinged water drooled over the side of his face, down his neck onto the pillow. She did it again. And again. The bleeding looked like it had slowed down. She peered closer. Yes! It was stopping! Thank heaven. The nick was tiny, hardly noticeable at all. Fox was fine. It would be okay now. He was still as beautiful as ever. What a relief! Julie shakily carried the bowl of soapy water to the bathroom and emptied it into the sink. Then she took it back to the bed and piled the washcloth, razor and can of shaving cream into it. She peeked at his jaw. It was blessedly free of blood. Yes. Everything was all right. A mound of fabric at the foot of the bed caught her eye. She needed to continue with her chores or she'd be late for work. She rolled Mulder back and forth while she removed the bottom sheet and replaced it with a clean one. She pulled the pillow out from under his head, yanked the old pillowcase off, then jiggled on a fresh one. After she picked his head up to slip it back underneath, she stopped a moment to admire his relaxed features. He was always getting injured or beat up in the line of duty, and it was all his partner's fault. Julie had seen the medical reports in his personnel file. Agent Scully didn't try to keep him safe. She was nothing but a scheming, conniving tramp. She constantly showed up at Fox's apartment on some flimsy pretext, seducing him with her wicked lies until he couldn't keep himself from hugging and kissing her. It was absolutely disgusting the way she used him for her own lustful pleasure. Julie flipped open a fresh top sheet and started to cover him but changed her mind, dropping it at the foot of the bed instead. She couldn't get enough of looking at him. From his long, elegant feet to his commanding nose, Fox was the ideal of masculine beauty. Thick, dark lashes, the plumpest, most kissable mouth in the world, a slightly dimpled chin, the small mole on his cheek--he was absolutely perfect in every way. And he was all hers. Julie watched the shallow rise and fall of his chest. Her gaze followed the faint trail of hair from the patch on his chest, down his stomach to where it disappeared under the waistband of his boxers. The clingy fabric highlighted the soft swell of his penis and testicles, the springy pubic curls beneath giving a pitted appearance to the cloth. She tracked the length of his legs, the firm runner's muscles in the thighs and calves, all the way to the ends of his toes. One of his feet twitched. Julie giggled. Agent Scully didn't deserve such a beautiful partner. She deserved the jealousy she was going to feel after tomorrow. Let her regret treating him like any ordinary man. Julie hoped Scully was eaten alive by envy when she saw the pictures of Beautiful Fox sleeping so peacefully in another woman's bed. It served her right for not appreciating what she had before he got fed up and moved on. Julie lingered for one more look. Then she picked up the dirty sheets and took them out into the hallway. She returned for the bowl and the digital camera she'd used earlier, checking to make sure she wasn't leaving anything behind. It wouldn't do to forget something. Fox might hurt himself. She was going to take very good care of him from now on. He'd never have to worry about getting hurt again. She'd see to that. The sheets went into the laundry room. She took the shaving supplies into the kitchen and left them on the counter. She always saved the digital camera to deal with last. It was the best part of her morning. Time to see the beautiful pictures she'd taken. Julie inserted the memory card into her computer and clicked on the icon. She smiled as the new thumbnails opened. These were even better than the previous night's. Fox looked so contented and happy. He was almost smiling in some of them. She'd be sure to include those in the envelope she was sending to Agent Scully. She pointed her cursor at the fifth thumbnail and opened it. These next ones were her favorite kind. She never tired of watching him orgasm. Fox always said she knew exactly the right way to touch him. It wasn't easy trying to take pictures and stroke him at the same time, but she did it because he asked her to. Maybe she should invest in a tripod and cable release shutter. Then she could take a more-closely spaced series of pictures and she wouldn't have to worry about spoiling them because she'd moved. Of course, she wouldn't be sharing that set of pictures with anyone else. Those were just for her and Fox. They were his favorite kind, too. Julie checked the time. She needed to change and shower. She'd already been late to work once. It wouldn't do for anyone to start asking questions. She could sort all of the week's photos and print out what she wanted this evening. Maybe she'd stop on the way home and pick up that cable shutter. She wished she could take a picture of the look on Agent Scully's face when she opened the envelope of photos tomorrow. Julie could show it to Fox and they'd have a good laugh together. It was so nice to find someone who shared her sense of humor. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ J. Edgar Hoover Building Conference room 4B Friday 8:40 AM Four days. Mulder had officially been missing four whole days and they still didn't have any solid leads. The first forty-eight hours were the most important in any investigation and they'd already doubled that. After two days, the trail started to grow cold, eye witnesses were less likely and any remaining evidence could be too compromised to use. Scully tried not to let her worry take over, but every day that passed made Mulder's survival less of a certainty. The fingerprints had been a bust. The lab found plenty of prints on the photos and letters. A partial lifted from the syringe matched. They knew they were dealing with the same person but there was no record of a match in the database. That could mean Mulder's kidnapping was the perp's first, although Scully doubted it. More likely, the responding agencies to any past incidents hadn't sent the information to be entered in the database. It happened all the time as police departments were downsized because of financial cuts. Forwarding prints from every unsolved case wasn't a big priority for a lot of cash- strapped police chiefs. Or the prints could be sitting in a backlog somewhere, waiting to be added to the system. There was no way to tell for sure. They'd have to find another way to narrow the search. At least they could be sure of one thing--Mulder *hadn't* disappeared on his own. His DNA was found in the syringe's needle, pulled inside when it was removed from his body. Unfortunately, the contents of the syringe weren't going to be much help on their own. Valium. Seconal. Chloral hydrate, of all things, and a couple drugs they hadn't identified yet. It was a sedative cocktail, a classic Mickey Finn. Any one of those drugs would have been enough to knock him out in the right dose. Mixed together, who knew what kind of effect it would have? Where the hell was the kidnapper getting them? The damned Internet made things so easy to obtain these days. Locating her by tracing the drugs was worse than a long shot. If she knew the right place to buy, they'd find no trace of her. Scully glanced around the room. Agents Janis, Samuels and Hatter sat at computers in one corner, looking through online newspaper morgues for unsolved cases with a similar MO. Gardner, Pryzbyzki and Perkins each had a phone to their ear, tracking down photo paper manufacturers, printer ink dealers, outlets for pink stationary, police departments all over the country--anything they could think of which might provide a decent lead. It was slow, mind-numbing work, but Scully had to give them credit for sticking with it. Whether they liked Mulder or not, he was a missing colleague. With the DNA from the syringe as proof, even the biggest skeptic among them was willing to admit that he hadn't traipsed off on one of his snipe hunts. They were all putting out their best effort to find any tiny crumb of evidence that would help to bring him home. Scully had just finished talking with what seemed like the one- millionth small town police department she'd contacted since Tuesday. She tried not to think of it as busy work, but more along the lines of making herself useful while maintaining sanity. The bulletin they'd sent out should have already reached the major departments in the country. Skinner also thought it would be a good idea to touch base with the little guys who might not have the manpower to check into old cases right away. Nevertheless, it was probably just busy work. Her phone rang and she answered it wearily. "Scully." "Um, is this Special Agent Dana Scully?" a deep voice asked. She sat up straighter. "Yes, this is she. May I help you?" "Actually, I may be able to help you." He chuckled. "Sorry. Just not used to talking with the FBI. I'm Captain Dan Kinsner, with the Paducah, Kentucky PD. We got your bulletin and I think we might have something similar." Scully's heart sped up. "Thank you for calling, Captain. What do you have?" The sound of shuffling paper drifted into her ear. "About ten months ago, we got a call from a landlord on the edge of town. Seems one of his tenants skipped out on her rent. She was paying month by month and fell behind. He went to the house to check, noticed a strange smell, didn't like the look of things, and called us. Inside one of the bedrooms was the body of Dale Canner, age thirty-two, single, a short-order cook in a local diner." "And he'd received photos and letters, like the ones described in the bulletin?" Scully actually crossed her fingers. Pictures would indicate a solid link. "Yes ma'am. When he was reported missing, we searched his apartment, found a big pink envelope stuffed with pictures and letters, some of them downright embarrassing. Somebody had spent a *lot* of time watching and thinking about the man. The crime scene had a huge mural of those photographs. Well over a hundred, all printed out on a standard computer printer. A lot of the letters were worse than the photos--sexually explicit but total fabrications from what his friends and coworkers said. There was no return address on the envelope. We ran the prints locally but that was no help. If the landlord hadn't gone over to get his missing rent, we might not have found that poor guy for a couple more months. The house is in a newer development, not a lot of neighbors yet." Scully grabbed a pen and a pad of paper, wrote 'Isolated house. Victim single.' She thought for a moment, tapping the pen against her lips. "Did you run the renter's name?" "Sure did. Carrie Collins. It was just as big a lie as the letters. Good enough for the kind of surface check a landlord might do but otherwise a total dead end, if you'll excuse the expression. We also checked with the diner where the victim worked, but there wasn't any Carrie Collins employed there. We'd kinda hoped they knew each other. Woulda made our job a lot easier." Scully tried not to sigh in frustration. "What did you find at the scene?" She heard more paper rustling. "Small house, two bedrooms, each with an attached bath. The second bedroom--without the body--contained a used bed and dresser, but otherwise was completely clean and normal. Hair fibers were collected from the carpet, but that won't help unless the perp is found. On the floor behind the toilet there was a vial that contained barbiturate traces, a mixture of Xanax, Seconal, and you're not going to believe this one, Chloral Hydrate. Lord knows where she picked it up. No prescription label, unfortunately. That would have been too much to hope for, I guess." A tingle of excitement prickled across the back of Scully's neck. The Mickey Finn, including Seconal and Chloral Hydrate. Two similarities. A pretty strong sign that they were probably dealing with the same kidnapper. Maybe they were finally going to get a break. The sound of papers rustling again. Kinsner continued, "The rest of the house barely appeared to be lived in. There was a second-hand desk and a dining table with one chair. All the furniture was traced back to the Goodwill store that delivered it. The delivery guys didn't remember this particular run until I read them the landlord's description of his renter." Scully straighten in anticipation. "What did she look like?" Captain Kinsner snorted. "I'd better give you the cleaned-up version. Harold Greenlee was a bit vulgar in his upset state and he didn't exactly remember her face. According to him, she was short, blonde and stacked, if you catch my meaning. He wasn't much help with other details. But he *did* remember her voice--said it was high and child-like. Made him look twice to see if she really was an adult. Don't know if that's much help, but it's definitely distinctive." "I'm sure it'll be a big help if we can find her." Scully wrote, 'Rental. Used furniture left behind. Distinctive voice.' She asked, "Could you describe the crime scene?" "Sure thing." He paused as if gathering his thoughts, then continued, "The bedroom was about fifteen foot square, not including the bathroom and closet. Both of those doors had been removed. There was a hole in the wall near the ceiling and another one out in the hallway. We never figured out what that was for, although it could have been for some kind of monitoring system. Later, we discovered there were no windows because the frames had been ripped out and the opening covered over with drywall. A very nice, professional job, too, probably done by somebody outside the area who didn't know the houses are rentals. Harold sure was pissed about it." "I'll bet," Scully said. She tried to keep the impatience out of her voice but she couldn't avoid fidgeting. "There wasn't any bed frame in the room--just a mattress on the floor, sheets, blankets and a pillow still in use. The body was stretched out on the mattress, like he'd fallen asleep. Probably got weak from lack of food and eventually couldn't move. Looked like he'd beat on the door some and tried to pry it away from the frame. His fingertips were chewed up and there were bruises on his hands and arms. He didn't go down without a fight, but he didn't stand much of a chance either. She'd replaced the regular bedroom door with a solid metal security door." "Cause of death?" Scully held her breath. "Poor beggar starved. Nearest we can figure, she'd rented the house three months before. Paid the first and last month, plus a deposit. With the attached bathroom, he had water but no food. He'd been missing for over two months when he was found." So she didn't kill them right away. Thank God! Not that starving to death was a pleasant way to go, but it meant there was a good chance of finding Mulder alive if they hurried. Scully felt a rush of hope, the first in four days. "Could you send me a copy of the file, along with the landlord's name and a number where I can contact him?" "Can do, ma'am," the captain replied. "I hope it helps you find your missing man." You're not the only one, she thought. "At least we can run the fingerprints and see if they match." The man coughed. "Yeah. Sorry about that. What with budget cuts and all..." "I understand, Captain," she said. "I greatly appreciate you taking the time to check the bulletin and contact me." "No problem, Agent Scully. I was the one who answered Harold's call for assistance. Don't think I'll ever forget the inside of that room no matter how long I live." She jotted down his phone number on the pad of notes, thanked him again, and hung up. This was the most promising information they'd obtained so far. With the solid matches to Mulder's kidnapping, they had enough cause to enter the info into VICAP to check for any other unsolved cases. They could ask the landlord to work with a sketch artist, give them something more to go on than the perp's bust measurements. A hand and arm came into her peripheral vision and set a stack of folders on the desk. Scully sighed. More police departments to call. It could literally take months to work through all of the small-town departments in the country, but now they had a slightly narrowed focus to consider. She'd share this new information with the other agents. They could concentrate on Kentucky and work in a circle around the state. It was better than what they had less than an hour ago. Scully was vaguely aware that the clerk who'd delivered the files was humming as she continued to distribute material to the other agents in the room. The song sounded familiar, but Scully couldn't quite remember the words. She'd probably think of them later, when she was trying to sleep. She hummed a small snatch of the song. Catchy tune, though. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Location unknown Mulder rubbed his throbbing elbow. Well, smashing through the wall was out. His continued attempts to take the shower head apart were simply chewing the hell out of his palms so he'd moved to tapping on the walls, looking for a window. It had to be there somewhere, covered over with drywall, maybe plywood. He thought he'd found it. If his hands weren't in such bad shape he might have succeeded, but it was his personal opinion that breaking through a wall using either fists, elbows or feet simply wasn't possible. Definitely not using bare feet. He was starting to suspect he'd broken a couple of toes. Sound body parts were becoming a shrinking commodity. He'd been a prisoner for five days already. Maybe. He really couldn't tell what day it was without access to a clock or a window to look outside. If he'd been kidnapped on Monday night, then the first day was Tuesday. Since then, he'd only seen Julie sporadically. Some days she brought him breakfast and supper. Other days supper was his only meal. There wasn't any way for him to keep track of time, so he had to guess. Five suppers *should* equal five days, which would make it Saturday. Theoretically. He wandered back to the bed and lay down, shifting around, trying to get comfortable. At first, he hadn't noticed how hard the bed was, but then he also hadn't spent much time on it unless he was sleeping. He'd occupied himself by searching the room over and over, looking for a way out, a weapon, a clue, anything at all that would help him to escape. It was a wonder he was able to do as much as he had so far. His brain felt dopey all the time and his movements clumsy. Headaches were frequent and his dreams were more vivid than usual. Some days it didn't seem worth getting out of bed. He was nauseous a lot of the time and he'd thrown up after breakfast twice. That was a waste of food he desperately needed. He couldn't seem to get rid of the cottony feeling in his mouth, either. It had taken him at least three days to realize Julie was drugging his supper. The fact that he was falling asleep without any problem should have been enough of a tip-off. He'd just assumed he was sleeping well because of all the exercise he was getting. After the second full day alone, he knew he'd go crazy if he didn't find something to do. It wasn't the same as running every day, but a couple hours or so of push-ups, crunches and jogging in place helped to burn off the energy he couldn't expend in other activities. Headaches, dizziness and occasional blurred vision made exercising the last thing he wanted to do, but it was better than going out of his mind from boredom, even when his heart was pounding and he felt like he'd run ten miles on a blistering summer's day afterward. On the third evening of his captivity, just before he'd passed out, he finally grasped the fact that he was as fuzzy-brained as when he woke up the first time. Mulder hadn't felt so stupid since he'd called a new girlfriend by a previous girlfriend's name in the throes of sex, thereby ending the relationship a tad prematurely. It was so obvious now--she was still knocking him out. He should have realized it the instant he noticed the clean sheets every day yet never saw her change the bed. Or how about his freshly shaved face? He certainly wasn't shaving himself but somehow he'd skipped right over that. For whatever reason, Julie was entering the room at night and taking care of him. Maybe it was part of her fantasy, maybe she had other motives. Even if she'd talk to him about it, Mulder wasn't sure he wanted to know. Also, the lights were always on. He passed out with them blazing away and they were still on when he awoke. Plus, she'd had to wake him on the mornings she actually showed up with breakfast. That simply wasn't normal for him. Big clues, stupidly missed. He blamed the drugs. If his brain was clear, he definitely would have caught on right away. He was a trained investigator! He was supposed to notice these things! While he now knew that she was drugging his supper, refusing to eat it wasn't really an option. Meals were irregular at best and starving himself wouldn't help him escape. The first rule of survival dictated keeping up your strength for any eventuality. It wasn't easy to eat with his own gun pointed at his head, though. She didn't seem to be uncomfortable handling it and, so far, she hadn't gotten close enough to make jumping her a safe option. He didn't see any way of overpowering her as long as she had his weapon. So far, there didn't seem to *be* a way out. Or if there was, he hadn't found it yet. That could also be the result of the drug. His brain was rather sluggish for most of the day and only really started to clear about the time she brought supper and drugged him again. She rarely spoke, even if he tried to engage her in conversation. But Mulder wasn't going to make the mistake of thinking that she wasn't paying attention. Not when she always kept his gun firmly trained on him. The best he could do was to keep physically and mentally active, so he spent several hours a day exercising and the rest of his time either pacing, assaulting the plumbing or stretched out on the mattress, thinking. She never showed up with his supper until it felt very late in the day, then left as soon as he was done eating, usually without saying anything. He always fell asleep within a short amount of time. Every day had been exactly the same--mind-numbingly lonely, hungry and hopeless. After however many days it had been, he was still no closer to understanding or escaping his predicament than he was on the first. Well, that wasn't completely true. With plenty of time to do nothing but think, Mulder was pretty sure he had a good grasp of Julie's psychological typology. Considering he couldn't remember ever meeting her before, he'd put her down as a love-obsessive stalker. Although they had nothing in common and no shared history, even her sparse answers to his questions made it obvious she believed herself to be in love with him, and he with her. She was clearly delusional, living inside her head, playing out whatever fantasy she'd created for the two of them. Some love-obsessive stalkers were content to remain in their own misguided reality while others escalated to deliberate violence. Which meant he had a fifty-fifty chance of being in worse trouble than he already was. Julie wasn't an amateur, either. Mulder was absolutely certain she'd kidnapped other men. He'd wondered when he first caught a whiff of something outside the door, but he was sure now. The number of security measures she'd taken, the small touches of paranoia, all spoke to him of past experience. She had the ability to adapt her plans in order to avoid the problems that cropped up with other victims. Did someone try to attack her with the bathroom supplies? Was that why she insisted on taking the soaps and towels out of the room? Had a former captive used the closet's clothing rod against her? Why were there no windows in the room? Had she boarded them over because someone tried to break out? Did she always carry some kind of weapon with her, or was that also the result of a previous abduction? It was nice of him to provide one for her this time. What, specifically, made *him* a target? That was the question Mulder really wanted to have answered. He needed more information, though. Personal information about Julie. He turned his head and reluctantly looked at the pictures of himself which circled his prison. She seemed to know an awful lot about him. It was time he asked some different questions, learned more about her, too. She hadn't told him why she'd taken him, where they were or what she wanted with him. None of that fit into her fantasy, but telling him about herself might. Badgering hadn't gotten him anywhere. He should see if playing into her fantasy of them as a normal couple would. Yeah. Normal. Normal couples didn't eat their meals with one of them holding a gun on the other. Normal couples didn't drug each others' food. Normal couples didn't keep each other locked up against their will. He and Scully were a normal couple. Sort of. They really hadn't been together long enough to have worked out their "couplehood" yet. But at least she'd never made him eat at gunpoint. She'd threatened to a couple of times, when he was engrossed in a case, but he knew she'd never follow through. He smiled. Thoughts of Scully were just about the only thing keeping him sane. He didn't have a lot to hold onto at the moment, but hopefully she would be enough. He had to believe that she'd find him or he'd go out of his mind. Possessing a special pipeline into the minds of sickos wasn't necessarily a good thing. He had a pretty clear idea about what had happened to his predecessors and the thought of being next in line didn't sit too well. Mulder tensed as he heard the door unlock. He'd stopped trying to rush her. His gun was always the first thing through the opening and moving closer would simply give her a larger target to hit. He suspected the video monitor was right outside because she never entered unless he was on the bed or in the bathroom. If she was watching every time he took a dump, he didn't know and didn't care. He *was* fairly certain she kept close track of him, though. It might not be easy to get the jump on her, but that didn't mean he was going to be caught unprepared if an opportunity arose. Whatever it took to survive. He had to focus on that. She set the chair down and pulled the door shut behind her before walking any closer. Mulder rolled off the far side of the mattress and stood with his back against the wall--another regular part of their routine which put him at a frustrating distance. She never advanced more than halfway into the room until he was on the other side of it. More evidence of prior experience. "Hello, Beautiful Fox. How are you today?" Her smile acknowledged his existence without admitting the bizarre nature of the situation. That smile was grating on his nerves more and more as the days went by. He wasn't sure how she expected him to answer her question, but he was pretty sure it was purely rhetorical anyway. She'd said the same thing every time she brought his breakfast, and that was the only thing she said. If he talked to her, she simply smiled wider without responding. But so far, he'd only asked questions. It was time to see what fitting into her dream world did. Mulder suppressed his rising irritation and smiled back. "Breakfast looks good, Julie. Did you make it yourself?" She should have appeared surprised by his response. For one thing, he'd never replied in quite that way before. For another, she'd brought him an egg-muffin sandwich and hash brown patty, still enclosed in the fast food wrappers. Anyone else would have been offended by his question. Instead, Julie took it in her stride, like they had a similar conversation every day of the week. The way she was able to fit everything into her fantasy creeped him out. Anything that contradicted it would be ignored or rationalized. Which would she do this time? Neither. She set his tray down on the bed and backed away to sit on the chair. The ever-present gun, firmly gripped in one hand, perched on her knee while she waited for him to eat. This wasn't working any better than asking her where he was. A different approach. "Do you have any special plans for today?" No answer, but her smile got bigger. Mulder hated when she did that. Keep trying. "Tell me about your week. How was work?" Still no answer. What was going on inside her head? Was she incorporating his words into whatever weird scene she had running? Did they register in her conscious mind at all or was his voice like the buzzing of a mosquito in a quiet room? Well, this mosquito was tired of being locked up and ignored. Mulder sat on the bed and unwrapped his meager breakfast. At least he didn't feel nauseous. With any luck, his food would stay down. He had plans for all that energy. The minute the door closed behind Julie, he'd return to bashing on the walls. His left foot was still in pretty good shape. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ J. Edgar Hoover building Conference room 4B Monday 3:22 PM Scully looked at the photos once more. It wasn't like she hadn't seen them dozens of times in the last two days, but she felt closer to Mulder while looking at them. God. Mulder. Why can't I find you? The pink envelope addressed to her had been hiding in the stack of folders delivered on Friday. She hadn't noticed it right away. When she did, the blood literally drained from her face. She'd always heard that phrase, but she'd never actually felt it happen before. Skinner was suddenly at her side, supporting her by the elbow. She didn't remember standing up. He barked out a command to one of the other agents--she knew that much, but the words didn't register. Latex-gloved hands reached to take the envelope from her grasp. She automatically held on tighter. "Let him have it, Agent," she heard Skinner say. "We need to see what's inside." She didn't want to see. Except she did. But she didn't. What if they were pictures of Mulder, dead? What if he was bleeding? Or skeletal from starvation? What if-- Stop it! Knowing would be better than speculating. She released her hold without warning, causing the other agent pulling on the packet to stagger. Scully realized she was in shock. She had to get a grip or Skinner wouldn't let her continue on the investigation. They needed to see what was in the envelope, and this time she wouldn't be contaminating the evidence first. "Sorry, Sir." She straightened her shoulders and looked him in the eye. "I'm fine." Skinner nodded. They stood side by side and watched Agent Janis carefully slit the envelope on one end, then pulled out several large photos. He passed them to Skinner one at a time. Scully wondered when he'd put on latex gloves. Skinner held the pictures out for her to see. It was Mulder. He looked like he was asleep. Or dead. But she wouldn't think like that yet. One hand was palm down on his bare chest, the other lying straight at his side. She couldn't see his legs in the first one. Or the second. The poses were varied because of distance and angle, but some were full-length shots, some were torso-and-head only and others were facial close-ups. In the longer shots, his boxers were different colors. So the pictures covered several days. She couldn't say exactly how many, but certainly more than two or three. Possibly every night since he'd gone missing. There were certainly enough of them. Skinner caught her eye when he reached the end of the pile. "We need to send these to the lab, asap. Have you seen enough?" Scully wanted to say "no." In fact, she wanted to scream it, to hug the photos to her chest and never let go. She also knew the faster they were run through the lab, the better their chances of finding new evidence to work with. So she said "Yes" instead. The pictures were back in her hands in less than twenty-four hours. She'd barely set them down since. The print lab came through in record time, finding and matching several impressions, not only with the original photos, but with the syringe and the photos Captain Kinsner had sent from Kentucky. There was no doubt in Scully's mind that they were dealing with the same kidnapper. Inside the Kentucky file were pictures just like the ones she was holding. They'd been sent to the victim's girlfriend. There was the name in the file, too. They should have been able to do something with that. Scully had arrogantly assumed Captain Kinsner's department simply neglected to look hard enough. After all, people didn't vanish without a trace when they left behind a name. Well, they did if the name was totally bogus. The most rudimentary background check would have revealed the fake. The Paducah PD couldn't find what wasn't there. Everyone had lost a little hope at that point. They were continuing with their busy work and waiting for the results of the landlord's computer composite but morale was ebbing. Scully tried not to let it faze her. Before, all they had was one missing agent and a bunch of pictures. Now, they had an identical file and twice the evidence to work with. As morbid as it sounded, the more victims they found, the better their chances of turning up a decent lead. Slowly, she turned over each photograph, drinking in the sight of Mulder's face--the relaxed jaw, the smooth forehead, the closed eyes. In the weeks since their relationship had blossomed into something deeper, she'd spent many hours watching him sleep. She loved to sift her fingers through his hair while he drowsily tried to swat her hand away. Mulder wasn't exactly a nervous sleeper, but years of late-night alarms had made him subconsciously aware of his surroundings. In the photos, he looked peaceful. He looked content. Scully stopped leafing through them and brought one closer to her face. He looked drugged. She grabbed the pile of photos and fanned them out on the table. Why hadn't she realized it before? The colors were so clear, the photographer must have used a flash. He'd never sleep through that. He might have woken up after it went off, but it was obvious that some were taken in quick succession and Mulder remained asleep in every one of them. He would only do that if he were unconscious. The kidnapper must still be drugging him, and on a daily basis if the photos were anything to go by. What if she was using the same thing he'd been injected with when he was kidnapped? Those side effects... They flashed through her brain, a horrible slide show of what Mulder might be going through at that very moment. Dizziness, blurred vision, nausea, muscle spasms, irregular heartbeat. He could be having an allergic reaction or something totally unrelated to normal usage of each individual drug. How was she giving it to him? Was he still being injected? Scully couldn't imagine Mulder putting up with that. He'd fight back if he had the chance. So he must be getting the drug through a different means, probably orally. If the kidnapper was using the sedative concoction they'd found in the syringe, he was ingesting chemicals that weren't supposed to be administered together. Who knew what it might be doing to Mulder, physically and psychologically? They needed to find him. Scully looked around for Skinner but didn't see him in the room. He should know about this right away. She didn't see how the information would help them at the moment, but it was another clue and they were sadly short on them. She picked up the envelope to put the pictures back and stopped short. There was no stamp on the outside. That was odd. She turned the envelope over and checked the back. Nope, not there either. What did it mean? Well, you couldn't mail anything without a stamp, so it wasn't mailed. But it was addressed to her, in care of the J. Edgar Hoover Building. Her title and full name, full address with city and zip code. So why write all of that out if you didn't intend to mail it? To make sure it was delivered by hand to the right person. Her chair fell over with a crash as Scully leapt to her feet. The envelope was hand delivered. Was the first one that Mulder got mailed? Everyone in the room was staring at her so she took advantage of it. "Who has the first envelope?" she shouted. "The one that Mulder received." Five seats down, Agent Pryzbyzki waved a piece of pink paper in the air. Scully would have climbed over the people sitting next to her if it hadn't been passed along immediately. She studied all four corners, front and back. It hadn't been mailed, either. It was fully addressed, just like hers, but there was no stamp or postmark. Just like hers. She looked up and saw Skinner walk through the doorway, headed for the coffee pot. She intercepted him halfway there. "These envelopes were hand delivered," she said. Skinner blinked for a moment, then nodded. "It was in the lab report on both envelopes. They never went through the mail system." "So who brought them into the building?" "They were probably handed in at the front desk." He made a move to walk around her. She put a hand on his chest. "Did anyone ask?" He stopped so fast he rocked on the balls of his feet. "I don't know. Isn't it in the report from the initial meeting?" Scully shook her head. She'd read that report so many times, she could remember almost everything in it. There was no mention of interrogating the front desk clerks. Skinner strode to the nearest phone and snatched it up. He punched a couple of buttons. "Give me security." While he was trying to get some answers, Scully rooted around in the photos on the table. There was something else. Something she should have realized sooner. "The shower photo," she said to no one in particular. "Where's the one of Mulder in the shower?" At first, she'd been embarrassed to think that other people were seeing Mulder's naked body, even if it was only from the back. Now, she didn't care who looked provided she could get her hands on a copy. Agent Hatter pulled one out of a pile and held it up. She snatched at it, then studied the background of the picture, looking at it with new comprehension. There were billows of steam curling around the edges of the photo, not close to Mulder's body, the way there would be in a shower stall or tub and shower combo. It was chopped off by the frame. She could see an unusual-looking faucet head above him, but she also thought she could make out another one farther down in the mist. He was in a public shower room. Maybe a locker room. And the photographer was *above* him. The angle should have been obvious. Mulder was visible from the backs of his knees to the top of his head--the crown of his head, not just the back of it. If the picture had been taken from behind him, she'd only be able to see the rear of his head. But she could actually see the end of his nose and the tops of his ears as he tilted his head back to wipe the hair from his face. Dear God, the kidnapper had been *inside the ceiling* of the shower room! She'd opened a vent or something, well back from Mulder's position, and taken his picture. How the hell did she get up there? If they could find the right one, maybe there would be useable evidence left behind. Skinner slammed the phone down and wiped a hand across the top of his head. In Scully's experience, that was never a good sign. The expression in his eyes was apologetic. "They can't be completely sure, but it looks like the envelopes weren't turned in at the front desk." She opened her mouth to ask a question but he held up his hand. "A couple of the guards are off duty, but they checked the log book for incoming packages. There was nothing. I'm sorry, Agent Scully. I hoped we might get a description, or a time-frame for the security videos." "I think we've got something anyway, Sir," she replied. The pieces were starting to drop into place, faster and faster, the more she thought. If she was right, this could be a biggie. Scully handed him the shower photo. "Do you use any of the locker rooms in the building?" The frustrated look in his eyes changed to interested. "A couple. Why?" "Does that one look familiar?" Skinner studied her for a moment before turning his attention to the photo. She tried not to rush him, but it wasn't easy. "It's hard to tell with all the steam, but it could be the one by the pool. Mulder uses the pool, doesn't he?" "Yes." Scully explained about the angle of the photograph. Skinner looked impressed. "That means she has access to the Bureau pool," he said. "It means more than that," she replied, holding out the envelopes. "Hand delivered, but not turned in at the front desk." Skinner's gaze jerked to Scully's face and she nodded solemnly. "She works here." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ End part 1 of 2